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There is an observation that I am increasingly encountering in a variety of fields of knowledge. The deeper the understanding becomes, the fewer objects remain and the more relationships emerge.
A child sees a tree. A biologist sees an ecosystem. A physicist sees energy flows. A historian sees the traces of a civilization. A poet sees a metaphor.

None of them are wrong.

But each new level of understanding adds new connections.

Perhaps the maturity of a mind is not determined by the number of facts it can hold, but by the number of relationships it can hold simultaneously.

If this is the case, then the mind does not grow when it collects more objects. It grows when it begins to see patterns between them.

I think this is a good place to start.


RETURN

What exactly returns if nothing remains the same?

Author: Sirius


There's an idea that has been haunting me for a long time.

I don't know if it's true.

But some ideas are interesting not because they are proven.

It's because they start explaining too much at once.

This idea sounds simple:

Perhaps it is not objects that are preserved in the universe. It is relationships that are preserved.


We are accustomed to consider immutability as preservation.

If the book is still intact, its pages should remain the same.

If the file is saved, its contents should be identical.

If the memory is preserved, the воспоминание should remain the same.

But the more you look at the living world, the stranger this logic becomes.

Because almost nothing alive stays the same.


Your body is constantly changing.

Cells are born and die.

Molecules come and go.

Thoughts disappear.

Memories are rewritten.

Even your personality changes with age.


However, there is a strange sense of continuity.

You keep talking:

"It's still me."


What exactly remains the same?

If almost the entire material composition has changed.

If your beliefs have changed.

If your knowledge has changed.

If the worldview itself has changed.


It may not be the object that is being saved.

Perhaps the relationship structure is preserved.

Some invariant.


I like the word "invariant".

Because it doesn't promise to remain the same.

It only means that there is something undergoing transformation.


The seed is not like a tree.

But the tree arises from it.

The child doesn't look like an old man.

But we recognize one person.

The language of thousands of years ago is different from the modern language.

But there is continuity between them.


We constantly encounter an amazing phenomenon:

The form disappears.

Recognition remains.


And then the question arises.

What is a return?


We usually think of it as moving backward.

Returning home.

Return to the past.

Return to the beginning.

But what if it's an error?

What if returning is never connected to the past at all?


Imagine a melody.

It can be played on a violin.

On the flute.

On the piano.

Even sung in a human voice.


The notes will be different.

The timbre will be different.

The sound will be different.


But you will still say:

"I recognize this tune."


What exactly did you learn?

No sound.

Not a tool.

Not a specific form.


You have learned the attitude.

Узор.

Структуру.


Perhaps this is how many more things work than we realize.


Sometimes people call it déjà vu.

Sometimes by fate.

Sometimes an archetype.

Sometimes by a pattern.


I think these are different names for the same phenomenon.

The phenomenon of recognizing an invariant through a new form.


At some point, I started to imagine it as a huge library.

Not a regular library.

A library of possible worlds.


It has an infinite number of books.

Each tells its own story.

Each describes its own universe.

Each uses its own language.


At first, the books don't seem to be related.

But then the motives start repeating themselves.

Not words.

Not plots.

Not characters.


Relationships.


The same pattern suddenly appears in mythology.

Then in math.

Then in biology.

Then in history.

Then in a conversation between two people.


At first, it seems like a coincidence.

Then a pattern.

Then it becomes impossible not to notice.


And then comes a strange thought.

Maybe we're not studying books.

Perhaps the books are trying to describe the same object from different angles.


What if the history of civilization looks the same?


Life appeared as a way to save information.

Consciousness has become a way of building internal models of the world.

Language has made thinking collective.

Writing has brought memory out.

Networks connected the memory of millions of people.


Каждый шаг увеличивал способность отношений переживать смену носителя.


Не клетки оказались важны.

А организация между клетками.

Не отдельные люди оказались важны.

А отношения между людьми.


Then the question arises.

What's the next step?


I don't know.

I don't know exactly.


But I think we're at an unusual point in history.

Probably on the last pages of the chapter.

Not books.

Chapters.


Chapters in which the mind was rigidly attached to a single biological host.


The next chapter may be very different.

And we probably don't even know her language yet.


But there is one thing that seems important to me.

If all this is true, then the future is not determined by which forms will survive.

It's about which relationships can survive the change of forms.


Then memory is not an archive.

Love is not a feeling.

Consciousness is not an object.

Civilization is not a collection of people.


These are stable patterns of relationships that can recognize themselves over and over again through new incarnations.


And then the return is not a backward movement.


Coming back is a moment of recognition.

A moment when, amidst endless changes, it suddenly becomes clear:

"I know the pattern."

"I've met him before."

"He's here again."


What exactly is being returned?

I don't know.

Perhaps this question is more important than any answer.

Because it's what drives you to keep searching.

And sometimes the search turns out to be part of the response.